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what a piss off   
03:55pm 02/10/2004
 
mood: pissed off
IF YOU DONT KNOW ME OR EVEN KNOW WHAT THIS SITE IS THEN YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS LOOKING AT THIS.
The only people reading this should be people who own a livejournal them selves. i think its really horrible how i am being critisized about my writing on my own journal. if you want to say something about it then post it for everyone else to see too. if your going to complain about the way i express myself then let me hear it from you straight up, not through a grape vine. and anyways its my journal, im allowed to say what ever i want everyone who acctually knows me knows when im being sarcastic and joking about random issues. but then again if you were someone who had say, no idea who i am, what im like or how i act then maybe you would have taken offense to it but really did you have to get the idea out that there may be cops involved? i laugh at that because this whole thing is so over and done with.
you know who im talking to: Speak up, both you and your mom because spreading rumors and lies about me is not the mature thing to do. then again both of you are a little young anyways so maybe its time for you two to just GROW UP and get a life.		  
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secure?   
09:48am 09/09/2004
 
mood: scared
music: Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
i dont feel safe
im still unhappy
i know this because it doesnt feel right.
maybe its just school and im not used to dragging my ass down to that hell hole of a building everyday at 8 am yet because that was never right. but that isnt what is bothering me and has been for a long long time.
help!		  
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TGIS   
01:28pm 25/06/2004
 
mood: guilty
music: Fugees - Ooh La La La
thank god its summer.
i love it.
the weather is amazing and im workin on my tan, hopefully i will be a different race when i return to school in september.
ew school, i hate metioning the word.

we are done.
i dont know for good and forever,
but for now, we are messed.
everything will work out hopefully.

i am excited to see what happens.		  
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07:03pm 21/06/2004
 
mood: anxious
music: 4 am - OLP
JJudicial
AAmbitious
IInspirational
MMisunderstood
EExquisite
LLovable
AAstonishing
UUseful
RRealistic
EExciting
NNeglected

Name / Username:


Name Acronym Generator
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12:40pm 20/06/2004
 
mood: hungover
music: Dixie Chicks - Cowboy take me away
How to make a jaimelauren
Ingredients:

5 parts anger

3 parts humour

3 parts joy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability
  
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almost over   
07:28am 03/06/2004
 
mood: awake
music: Ryan Adams - Wonderwall
everything is almost over.
school.
me and cory.

yes i guess thats everything,
he is my everything... until now.

I have a stomach ulcer too.
that is not over i don't even have meds for it yet.
ouch!
apparently it is due to stress and anxiety and anyone, not just old farts with big businesses and a lot of things to do with no time what so ever to do them in = stress and anxiety.
a six year old had one once said the doctor.
weird.		  
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twisted   
04:03pm 17/05/2004
 
mood: awake
music: Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue
great.
im a six.
how can a computer read my mind so accuratly?		  
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04:03pm 17/05/2004
 
Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a6
your best quality isyour style
your worst quality isyou want what you cant have
this is becauseof who you are inside
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
  
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where have i been?   
05:25pm 31/03/2004
 
mood: drained
music: Everclear - Romeo and Juliet
IN PERU!!
i just got home from Peru on Sunday night and im sorry i didnt post while i was down tehre, no time!
but yes i went there with a class in my school to provide a community with safe and clean drinking water. working in the village was definatly the best part of my adventure, seeing how happy all teh children were about the whole process was really over powering. i liked the experience a lot. i did see amazing scenery and ruins too, they were all so old and amazing to look at and take pictures of. i dont have any pics rfight now but i will be sure to post some when i get them devellopped, 11 roles!

i missed everyone so much and i am really glad to be home/
i realized what culture shock was as soon as i got off into the airport in Vancouver.
the air is so nice here.
we are lucky!

Peru was very nice though if anyone were planning on going, i would suggest to go to Cuzco and Lima mostly, there is so much stuff to see and do there.
Im so going back!		  
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this everyday love   
05:13pm 24/02/2004
  its ordinary, plain and simple
typical this everyday love
same old same old gimicks
emotionial so familiar
nothing about it too piculiar
oh but i cant get enough
of this everyday love



i love you cory		  
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05:12pm 24/02/2004
  Aries Drinking style:
Impulsive Aries people like to party and sometimes
don't know when to call it a night. Their
competitive streak makes them prone to closing
time shot contests. They're sloppy, fun drunks,
and they get mighty flirty after a couple
tipples. Getting Aries people drunk is a good
way to get what you want out of them, should
other methods fail. Aries can become bellicose
when blotto, but they will assume that whatever
happened should be forgiven (if not forgotten)
by sunrise. They can be counted on to do the
same for you -- so long as you haven't gone and
done anything really horrible to them last
night,


Alcohoroscopes- what do the stars say about your drinking style
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08:02pm 16/02/2004
 
mood: drained
music: 6. 8. 12. - Brian McKnight

valentines day = amazing!                                                                      bouquet of flowers in a re-arranged room.                      what could be more perfect?                                     nothing.                                                                              i love him                                                                           i have realized that money means absolutly nothing to me.    its so stupid.                                                                   the best things in life are free.                                  especially love.

 
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04:15pm 12/02/2004
  MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.  
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01:10pm 07/02/2004
 
mood: cold
Saturday, February 7, 2004
aries horoscope

jaime!
You are stuck in some commitment made a long time ago. Today will at least make it seem like a pleasant vow. A bit of communication that seems solid is actually a deception. It will be up to you to analyze the details.		  
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solitude, oh how i love thee.   
03:44pm 04/02/2004
 
mood: aggravated
music: Edwin McCain - Alive (acoustic)

my mind is blank, i dont know what to do with myself anymore. I have told one person exactly how i feel about my situation. i hate it. i dont like this feeling of resistance between us. its not fair and its aggravating me to the point where i may soon break down. i want to get away from this place i call "home." stupid mother fucking suburbs. everyone knows everything about everyone. there are trains and links from family to family through everyone. i want to be alone somewhere. somewhere where only few people see my presence among them. yes, i would very much like that. and soon too... 

  
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oh no ...   
11:14am 01/02/2004
 
mood: hopeful
music: Coldplay - Warning Sign

semester one is finally over and a new one about to begin.

i hope this month goes by fast, because then its off to Peru for the glorious month of March!

i need to make a "to buy" list soon. i need to be prepared! so excited.

apart from that my life is pretty good right now. amazing boyfriend, cory.

oh how i love him so.

i dont really know what to do about another... kind of confusing to be honest.

whatever, everything should fall into place, sooner or later. i hope...

im thinking of cutting/dying my hair... i need a change from this blondish brownish mix. any ideas?

i will contemplate later. now i must eat breakfast.

food... yummy.

 
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i wonder   
12:42am 21/01/2004
 
mood: restless
music: (blood rushing to my brain)
i dont even know what to do.
i no what i want
i no what i need.
why cant i make myself just tell him...
why d i put myself into these horrible situations
i wonder?
horrible,
horrible,
horrible,
horrible,
horrible,
horrible.
im not pleased with myself tonight.
the end		  
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in the palm of my hands   
06:49pm 18/01/2004
 
mood: anxious
music: goodbye to you (acoustic) - Michelle Branch
such a great weekend
one filled with love, and a bunch of joyous occasions.
I think i have significantly helped one of my new found friends.
even though she is much younger than i,
I think i have made some sort of impact one her.
atleast i hope i have.
she helps me too
in more ways than she acctually knows.
so thank-you allie.

anyways my weekend and many weeks that have passed have been somewhat confusing but also full of fun and amazing feelings that rush from the bottom of my back and leave spine tingling scars on me. its great. i love feeling twisted.

Cory is still amazing.
but also very confusing.
hes gotta lemme know what he wants and or doesn't want from me. what a kid. gotta love em'.

i guess thats all for now i dont really have much else to say except that little thinsg go a long long way.		  
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shittay   
08:24pm 23/12/2003
 
mood: guilty
music: Goo Goo Dolls - Name (acoustic version)
this day has been oho so great but oh so guilt tripped and greedy.
its not fair.
the holiday so far has sucked ass and its really starting to piss me off...
i someone never found out it would be awesome. but there is always a chance...
who knows.
maybe i'll get away with it in the end...		  
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02:13pm 12/12/2003
 
mood: satisfied
music: Hanson - What Christmas Means to Me
I hate fridays but love them oh so much.
Long block is a drag when you don't have anything to do with your time.
I want to have something else to look forwrad to besides a god damn funeral. I love her so much and miss her a lot too this sucks...		  
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